This has been a tough week mentally and emotionally for me. We found out that someone from our agency who received her referral the same week as us will be having her son escorted home on Monday. I am super thrilled for her & love that her son is coming home to his forever family. It is however hard to process mentally knowing that we still have 3-5 more months to go. (most likely 4). Our paperwork was delayed at our agency due to something completely beyond our control & it made us miss the cut off date to have him home this year.
I am weary. I am tired. I am so so so so sick of waiting. I haven't heard anything new or seen any recent photos of him since his July visit. God knew I needed a pick me up & allowed us to receive notice that I can send a care package & to receive those birthday photos. It was such a huge boost to me. I really needed it. He should be going in for a check up in mid November & we are hopeful we will receive an update then.
The next 4 months are going to be pretty emotionally draining & I covet your prayers. And, if someone could invent a time machine I'd be so grateful!
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